Fearless Is The Absence Of Fear Essay

Last night I heard my own heart beating sounded like footsteps on my stairs.Six months gone and I’m still reaching even though I know you are not there.I was playing back a thousand memories thinking about everything we have been through.Now I’m pacing down the hall,chasing down the street.Flashback to the night when you said to me â€Å"Nothing is going to change not for me and you.† But not before I knew how much I had to lose after the tragedy. Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor.I close my eyes and the flashback starts I’m standing there on my front door waiting for you to knock my door.Its the quarter after one and I saw you walking towards my house with a pink evening dress you was wearing.With ruffle and roses on it.You was smiling towards me with a really sweet smile.She is a young lady that taught me the meaning of the real life,she educate me in each lesson that I’m feeble of.She was born Catrina Ariana Florence.She was known as Catie.Her eyes are blue and always sparkling just like the Georgia stars in the sky. But as for me,I would love to call her Ms Florence because it sounds like flower.One day,I remember tears streaming down my face when my step-father and mother left me at the roadside.They said that they don’t want to raise me anymore and I was so sad because I have no relatives and siblings.I slept at the bus stand with tears waiting for my fate.It is raining and I was badly wet and cold. In the morning,Ms Florence saw me and asked what is happening she took me to her house she said that she will take me as her adopted child.I was startled and so happy to hear that starting from that day,I belongs to Ms Florence. In a mundane morning,Ms Florence when out to the outskirts town to buy some groceries,books and some goods.Unfortuntely, when she was driving on the road there was a Ferrari which is speeding towards her.Ms Florence was gone and not been founded, I was so sad.If she was out there,If she was somewhere and if she was moving on I will be waiting for her ever since she have been gone.I just want the way it was before, I just want to see her back at my front door.Three days later,Ms Florence was lying in the hospital for two months. Someone have met her and brought her to the hospital and I was right there beside her all summer long. Music starts playing like the end of a sad movie It is the kind of ending I don’t really wanna see.Beause it is a tragedy and it will only bring me down,now I don’t know what to be without you around.Ms Florence used to teach me how to cook, so since she was in hospital,I used to cook by myself. I cleaned the house and did the household chores.Everyday I will study two hours a day,I want to make Ms Florence proud of me when she woke up. Maybe I’m just a girl on a mission but I’m ready to fly.I need to be fearless in life.It is the absence of fear. All the things that I did was from Ms Florence,she is my mother and my teacher.Two months later,Ms Florence was confirmed by the doctor that she was strong enough to go home. Now,Ms Florence has getting well and we undergo our lives as usual.We are getting stronger now from things they never found.Life might be bigger but we were faster and never scared. Ms Florence taught me that no matter what happens in life, be good to people. Being good to people is a wonderful legacy to leave behind. The lesson I have learned the most often in life is that you’re always going to know more in the future than you know now.Thank you Ms Florence for being a good mother and a really worthly teacher for me. The way you walk,the way you talk it’s beautiful and wonderful don’t you ever change.